The seasons is a time for joy, family, friends, and love ones....for me my current state is one that would do the Grinch justice!!!....Someone broke into my house on wednesday when i was in school and stole my laptop, my 36'' TV and my Sony DVD Player...between the hours of 10 am to 1:45 pm....the only thing they left was my desktop and printer....I just bought the system this August for college...Dell: Window XP; Professional...that's where i do all my school work, writing, and designing....i'm useless without it!!!...that's where i have my CS2...they also took the CS2 CD that was in the drive at the time........it cost me so much to build my laptop now it's gone like that...Dell said i can only file a missing report at the moment....but i have to keep paying for computer...i'm not even half-way through payment!!!.......so my life has taken a path to hell...not the good hell for ME!....if u know what i mean...now i'm left with my slow desktop....luckly they didn't take my DSL...so i'm still online....Everything about the season now makes me really sick and angry enough to kill the person who comited such deed...because i can't get a new computer until next year...even gifts giving for me has decreas in value cuz none of my present are likely to be a new laptop.... i'm just looking forward to spending the holidays with the family...it'll get my mind off the situation....seeing my artworks just reminds me so much of my laptop and it fills me with renew anger and hatred....but then there're others out there who are facing worst...so i must be rational and collect my thoughts and turn them away from the path of killing the son of a b... who did this to me....the police isn't doing much toward it either....so i'm slowly giving up hope of them even finding it...but i wouldn't mind if it was found,....at the moment my hands are tie and all i can do is work toward protecting the contents of my hard drive...( i have my novels and fanfics store on it...if it gets out i don't know what could happen)....and hopefull buying a new laptop by next year....

I am ANGRY, ANGRY, ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!